It didn't bother me the least bit today.
So I should be joyous about this mini success.
Never thought this would come across that easily.
And then it got me frightened.
What have I become?
Has my heart hardened to the extent that I've turned unfeeling?
Or is this a defense mechanism that I've devised to fend off hurt.
突然间，似乎不太了解自己了。
是逃避吗？遗弃？还是放弃？
是真的摆脱了，解脱了吗？
In all honesty, I'm clueless.
Perhaps extreme fatigue and repetitive disappointments can turn a person into a whole new personality altogether.
I hope I'm doing the right thing, for there's no room for regrets once I've gotten started. A friend is right, it sure is a difficult decision, but all it takes is the 1st step away from it.
Goodbye, things are surely different now. And will remain this way. =(
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