*..Everything In His Time..*

Oftentimes, I lose sight of what lies ahead. I can't seem to see where this path eventually leads me to. It gets depressing and almost demoralizing.

Things aren't exactly turning out the way I had envisioned it to be after graduation. Not in a bad way, but just in an alternative way.

Unknowingly, I seem to be moving further away from my dream. To the point I question myself: "What is my dream?"

I begin to doubt, mostly myself. My aspirations and dreams, where have they gone to? What have they become?

Everything's way too cloudy, it's almost as if I'd unwittingly decided to remain in comfort zone too comfortably and conveniently. I've been taking things as they come, but shouldn't I be taking things in my hands and steering them towards my goals and dreams?

A friend shared this verse with me, one I constantly remind myself of.


Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NKJV)
He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end.

Wait upon Him. His plans might not necessarily be our plans. Just be faithful and pray. Bless others just as He has blessed u.

Jeremiah 29:11-13 (NIV)
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. [12] Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. [13] You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.


I need to use my heart more. Been relying too much on my head these days.
That's right, back to retrospection in lalaland. =)

*..I can't sleep..*

There's so much on my mind tonight.

At the very thought that I'll be graduating in a mere 7 weeks' time.
May 22nd is graduation day- the day I've been waiting all my life.
The day that I missed enjoying with the peers from my sec and jc life.

Yet, it's the day I'm gonna walk down the aisle with some of the most important and awesome people in my life whom I'll never have met if I didn't come this longer route. =)

It's a mixed feeling I get- I'm happy, yet scared.
Of what awaits beyond May 22nd.

I'm suddenly very worried about my new job that I don't even know what it would be. I'm very afraid, yet also excited, about starting a new chapter in life, of becoming financially independent.

I'm even more frightened of the new equilibrium in life that might topple the current equilibrium in life that I'm all so familiar and comfortable with.

Changes- they're all so intimidating.
You're raring for them to happen, yet you shrivel in fear of what looms ahead.

Tonight, I pray for wisdom to make wise long-term decisions;
For the strength and discipline to tackle the insanely crazy amount of deadlines these 7 weeks.

I pray for a fulfilling 2011.
A year I've been awaiting all my life, I can't possibly disappoint myself.

OH MY LORD.
Scary scary scary.

xq stop scaring yourself with these thoughts.
Don't worry, it will come to you when the right time comes =)

相信就可以。。。

Panda is going off to KL again tmr, for a week. Sobs only managed to see panda 2 days out of a whole month. What with KL, HK and KL again this one month period.

On a lighter note, can't wait to catch up on assignments and deadlines this long weekend. Byebye life.

*..I love film analysis!..*

I know this sounds crazy, but sometimes I find it really fun.  Got carried away with the writing and couldn't stop googling interesting facts. Hmm I should sleep soon.

So last week for International Film Survey module, we watched 2 films! They didn't seem fantastic at the start, but was mind-blowing thereafter. Especially upon after-thought. So much intent in the characterizations and story decisions by the filmmakers. Hmm sometimes foreign films have so much more meaning to them than commercial films.



(1) En Couer En Hiver (A Heart In Winter)- A French film.

xq's posting (Click to enlarge).

(2) Mujeres al borde de un ataque de nervios (Women On The Verge Of A Nervous Breakdown) - A Spanish film.

  

xq's posting (Click to enlarge). 

On a lighter note, it's WEDNESDAY tomorrow, my favourite day of the week cos no school on Thursday! Okay, not really, have to still go to school on Thursday. Just no proper classes. 

And panda has complimentary tics for us to the Lion King musical at the Marina Bay Sands tmr night! YAY! googled and and it's apparently a highly-acclaimed one. Looking forward! MEOW!

Okay xq quick go sleep! You don't want to fall asleep tmr!

OH HAPPY DAY! It was a happy day with panda today, simple but happy! And it's going to be another happy day tomorrow! =)

(ignoring the fact that I'm going to die under the tremendously crazy workload in the next 9 weeks)

Until then!
Goodnight world! =)

*..Monday isn't blue today, Sunday was..*

I was absolutely sleepless last night (Sunday), with every tiny bit of information, detail, pre-empting of today's shoot floating in every corner of my mind. Like things were so blurry, details were but ideal details, people weren't answering my calls and smses, and the shoot had to happen by hook or by crook today.

Cross-cultural documentary has the craziest and most unrealistic deadlines of all Chapman modules. With the US exchange students here for 21 days, including weekends. We got to know them on 6th January (Thursday) and a group portrait documentary was due on 10th January (Monday) already. Hence, we worked through the weekend.

On Wednesday, the treatment, synopsis and other paperwork were due for our 2nd documentary on the 7 deadly sins. Ours was by default Sloth, since the other groups didn't choose this topic. The scariest thing was, by Tuesday afternoon, we still didn't have a topic at all.

And then it all began on Tuesday, we were at Coffee Bean Holland Village and Sulaiman mentioned the magic word "Chinese Opera" after 30 min of brainstorming. We googled, found the Chinese Opera Institute, I called them up, the guy was superbly and unbelievably helpful, we went down to his office for a chat within 30 mins of the call, chatted for an hour or two, he opened our perspective on the topic and suggested possible subjects, went to Chinatown to discuss our treatment till 9pm. It was the most efficient 6 hours of my life (3-9pm).

Lots of things in between, like the subject agreed to be interviewed by is always uncontactable and busy, it was the 1st time we met him on the interview set today. How scary is that? We based our treatment and came up with an ideal angle based on what the Chinese Opera Institute guy told us, which thankfully was every bit factual. But I was worried sick yesterday that he would pangseh us at the last moment.

And thankful for the Telok Ayer Canto Clan for assisting us in getting location permit to film backstage of the Opera performance on Saturday. For big-hearted people willing to assist students in their requests, for Panda who took time out despite his busy schedule to help out with that shoot cos 3 out of 5 group members were in Malacca over the weekend.

On a sidenote, I guess my chinese has upped many levels in the past few days, today especially. I typed an extremely long sms in chinese to him cos he's from Beijing and doesn't understand English. Took me 20 minutes of my life with the Sony Ericsson HP. Last night, I had a long phone conversation with him, trying to decipher his heavily accented Mandarin. Today, Kaydash and I had a chat with him on set, and little chats here and there, and the interview was done by Kaydash thankfully! Whilst I topped up some questions at the end. And throughout, I was listening attentively to whatever the interviewee was saying, taking notes which impressed myself after I read them over again. HAHAHA! Translation at its best. After listening, speaking and writing so much Chinese in the past 2 days, I feel like I'm getting back in touch with my Cheena self again. xq is a Higher Chinese girl yo!

One more round of Cheena Chinese session tomorrow for Day 2 of shoot, and we're all done with production. And there comes the dreaded editing. I guess we'll be bunking in alot with the US students at Kismis alot, in the next 8 days. The edit is due 26th January. Hmm a week of editing. On top of classes every morning from 10am-1pm which would have already drained us out.

Today, was a wildest dream come true. Everything just fell in too perfectly, we really have to be thankful. For panda helping us at the studio technical rehearsal, for Uncle Jack helping us out at checking out equipment at Cage (no thanks to Uncle Johnny for not approving any basic accessories), for Gina who lent us her group's 2 red heads, for Chapman Eric's assistance in getting us the letter of verification and a room to lock our equipment, for the Chinese Opera Institute for their undying passion in helping us in everything we request for, for Mr Lee's eloquence and passion in the art form, for Mr Wang, the musician's enthusiasm and pride in his music, for Tianyu's feedback and presence, for a cohesive team of workers.

There's so much to be thankful for, especially with uncertainty that clouded us last night. It's exciting, this journey. The power of documentary- it touches lives, it has touched me so deeply today, I kinda feel so cultured already.

Tmr brings another hopeful day, can't wait to get into editing though! except the fact that the interview is in Chinese and only xq & kaydash can understand it. 2 US students & 1 Malay. Hmm, translating is such a bitch sometimes, it gets my mind way tired (especially with the Beijing accent). Otherwise, this is going to be a good combined effort.

An example of translation, typed a pretty long email with the interview content in broad strokes.

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

And to other groups, especially ginacute, cc, JY and mary, JIAYOUUUUU OUR FREEDOM IS NEAR! 8 more days! AND I MISS YOU GUYS! I wish we had more time to spend with everyone, instead of just spending all of our time with our respective groupmates.

I'm so tired now, I wish I didn't have to wake up at 730am tmr. LE SIGH. Yet on the other hand, tomorrow morning is yet another inciting incident for a new beginning!

*..Officially Depressed..*

Till 18th December 2010.

xq's holidays are from 18th Dec 2010 to 5th January 2011. Then, after 19 days of short-lived joy, there will be Cross-Cultural Documentary Inter-term with the CHAPMAN US STUDENTS on exchange in SG.  Hence, xq will be officially depressed again from 6th January 2011 till graduation on 22nd May 2011.

I hate deadlines.
I hate quizzes.
I hate writing.
I hate essays.
I hate readings.
I hate reading emails.
I hate presentations.

And most of all,
I hate exams.

School is starting to be such a dread.

Some things about school may be fun, but too much of something becomes really annoying.

Time to close myself in my room for a stretch of time, to finish up whatever I have on hand.

Le sigh.
Just updated my scheduler and in a mere 4 weeks, there's just too much to be executed.

Welcome to the life of a final year dying student.
Where work just avalanches in an upward manner till it reaches the summit. 


I miss the carefree times already =(

totally lost my mood to sleep tonight.
ANGST AT ITS PEAK.

*..Sunday, happier than expected..*

Just thought I'd type in point form again before I go to sleep.

I figured we have to be thankful and appreciate the little things around us in order to feel happiness from within. I should stop being a pessimist and really take a step back to assimilate the simple joys in life.

- woke up to a thunderstorm this morning. The pitter-patters against the windows, flashes of lightning. The cosy-ness that soothed me back to sleep.

- after a very good sleep, I woke up to yummy brunch cooked by mummy foo--Fish congee, just like the ones at chinese restaurants.

- we stood near the main door, it was Genting-like. The freezing wind so freshening. =)

- went shopping with mummy foo at City Square. Helped her choose clothes and shoes. Been a loooong time since we really went out shopping. Thanks to school and thanks to packed schedules/clashes.

- stocked up on my junk food supplies from NTUC! Cuttlefish, korean salty seaweed and chips!

- had yummy pepper lunch for dinner. Coaxed mummy foo into trying new food and she loved it. HAHA hilarious how she coated almost the whole hotplate with pepper -_-

- talked to slave on msn =) 2 more days to PANDAs!

- talked to carolyn aka 3rd love on msn! =) Awwwww.

- OH AND THE BEST PART IS HERE! I was craving for strawberry fruitare like crazy the past few days and casually mentioned to mummy foo. She went to buy the box of it for me after dinner, whilst I was feeling pek chek sorting out my notes for Rights and Contracts paper just now =)

- Lastly, JUST FOUND OUT THAT TUES' PAPER IS AT 2PM AND NOT 10AM! HO HO HO!!!! =) so thrilled till I can't get myself to sleep.

Okay, overall Sunday's a really nice day.

Can't say the same for Monday though. I can predict it's gonna be lousyyyy already. STUDY STUDY STUDY, burn midnight oil.

Why is life so miserable? I HATE LAW AND CONTRACTS urgh.

*..Random Stuff..*

xq was really bored today and spammed herself with funny videos online.  Watched about every video posted on fb today, and xy provided me with a few. So here you go! =) 

Mr Brown's Show--"I Got A Fewling"



The lyrics are hilarious..laughed till pengz...esp the very random parts about hamster...i imagined ham ham's face btw when the music reached that part -_-


Taiwan Variety Show "瞎拼ABC"
Word Guess in English



Cute Doggy Sleepbarking...



Cute kitties doing some Ip-Man steps.



And last but not least, my favouritest! Cute Chinese Little girl role-playing police woman but freaked out and blabbered hilarious stuff!



Sighhhh so bored. Been home on Friday night, Saturday and I foresee Sunday! Hope I will get into the school mode and study for Rights and Contracts test for Tuesday. JIAYOU XQ!!

But for now, enough of funny videos. Been laughing my head off the past 30 minutes.

Good thing slave dropped by after shoot just now and we managed to catch 1/3 of Personal Taste Episode 4. HAHAHA mole must be thinking we're watching at a really slow rate. One of the nicest Korean dramas I've ever seen! Both funny and sad, all at once.

Mole intro-ed it to me! And miss ng wei jing too. HAHA i really like the female lead.

On a side note, I'm really craving for 3 things now.

(1) SALMON SASHIMI LOTS OF IT
(2) SOFT SHELL CRABSSSS
(3) PEPPER CRABSSS
(4) STRAWBERRY FLAVOUR FRUITARE ICE CREAM

Wahhhhh I feel like dying now, cos there's no more snacks at home except for hershey's chocs that mummy foo adores, so I cannot attack them cos I will finish them up once I get started.

And to continue with my random post, here's a picture which cracked me up yesterday. JOANNA MARY DAMN ACT!

So this weekend and last weekend, xq's been a good girl. Uploaded just about all the photos I've been wanting to.

- xq's 24th (left with presents given to me)
- cecilia's 21st
- old supreme court outing with laopopo aka Joanne Marie
- bad hair cut gang's hair cut trip
- chapman steamboat outing
- random chapman photos

I guess I'm left with not much...

- ham ham photos
- boots and roo (studio cats) photos
- Baybeats 2010 outing
- KL shoot/trip with slave!
- remnants here and there

Had enough of photo editing and uploading. The captioning and tagging...AND WAITING TIME is most annoying...Have to do it in moderation...next week it shall be!

For now what should xq do? Watch MOVIE on my computer and find some junk food to attack. For some strange reason, I'm in a holiday mood. Kudos to all the fatigue from school I guess. Hate deadlines, hate mid-terms....hate LAW AND CONTRACTS!!!

*..101010 was annoying..*

Stayed over at miss mole's house to help out in her tabulation of marks and counting of summary words to facilitate her marking of the final year papers of her sec 1 students.  And she treated us to macs breakfast in the morning.  We decided to ask xiaobai along and she did come! =)

but that was about all that was nice to 101010. Nice date, but sucky day it turned out to be.

had wanted to watch Memento with slave.  but the moment I got home and checked my email, I was greeted by this annoying announcement from my lecturer.

So they were mostly due in class on Wednesday and he very conveniently brought forward everything to sunday night. And mind you, some of the things could take an eternity to do. Esp the story outline/treatment for Senior Project.

And so xq spent 1-5pm doing poster for Indie Film with Joanna mary, email blasts. Getting all angsty with Photoshop simply becos I'm lousy at it and really sucks to know what you want to achieve, but not be able to do that due to restrictions of my limited (lousy) skill.  Had to keep googling for step by step guides.

Spent 5-8pm brainstorming my story idea and loopholes with slave. It would have taken weeks if I'd done it alone.

8-9pm eating nice dinner by mama foo. Oh that 2nd nice thing of 101010.

9-1am typing my treatment in full, 5 pages of prose. Only to realize at the end of it that there are still many loopholes to the story.  But still submitted it just to meet the deadline. Shall refine it when time permits or inspiration strikes.

1-2am thinking and typing out my marketing and distribution plan but gave up halfway cos my brain could not decipher nor process what I was typing.

I swear I haven't done that much homework all in a day.

Thanks lecturer! For the really last minute notice that killed all of us.  Almost everyone was half dead in class today, and probably a good half of them barely slept last night.

Sigh. Did I mention, there's Internet Communications' MID TERM ON WEDNESDAY?! means our tuesday is no break, but for studying.  

JUST KILL ME.

*..My Day In Point Form..*

So sleepy now, I decided to just document the more significant parts of my day.

- I had an EZ Link card exit error this morning when I exited Dover MRT. This meant that my fare wasn't deducted due to some technical glitch.

- I had to cab from Dover to school once again, and I should really quit this bad and costly habit in the long run. Oh, the most amusing thing was, I boarded the same cab I did in Sem 1 last year.  The uncle's opening line was exactly the same and I experienced some Deja Vu when he said : "Girl ah, going Ngee Ann Poly? You go wrong Poly is it, then must take cab to the right one?" (Dover Mrt is Singapore Poly's stop.)   I looked at his face and found it super familiar.  We basically ran through the same backbone of the previous conversation last year, but this time with more details.  But I was alright with this taxi driver, cos he's just a dad who's super proud of his daughter who's studying mass comm in NUS and about my age. Okay waittttt, I didn't know NUS had mass comm, but whatever. Maybe it was wj's course? major in New Media?  But the daughter just told him mass comm for simplicity.

- I managed to finally make some sense out of Law & Contracts class today, sighhhhh so gonna die for mid term in 2 weeks' time.

- I managed to churn out 2 new loglines for Senior Project feature idea.  Had been contemplating the ideas the past week but never put them down in words cos it's really difficult to condense a whole idea into 2 sentences sometimes. So I decided to put them into words during Law & Contracts class, pretending like I was typing notes all the time.

- I found key art references for Senior Project's One Page aka Poster, DURING the class itself.  Cos there's 2 stories I haven't pitched for approval, had to do both key art references to be safe.  Finally got the idea approved and my uncertainty solved....for now...Until I pull my hair out whilst brainstorming on script development. JIAYOU XQ!

- Had to take 2 stops of LRT from Bkt Panjang plaza to slave's house.  Had to 1st make payment for my morning MRT error trip's fare.  It was a mere $0.70 for my journey from my LRT to Dover! Supposed to be at least $2.50. 

- When I tapped my EZ link card at slave's LRT stop, it was an unbelievable $0.06 for 2 stops. It should at least be $1.10 or something. 

I COULDN'T BELIEVE AND CHECKED BACK MY PAST TRANSACTIONS, and it was trueeeeee. OMG. If only everyday's like that, wouldn't that be great.

- Watched Boi Kwong's "THE DAYS" with slave, we finally borrowed the DVD from school yesterday.  I liked the story till the first 30 minutes, thereafter the plot thins and it gets boring and sometimes unbearable to watch.  Just very amazed by some of the locations used.  And amused by 2 of the actors Anthony and Jason, cos it's always nicer to watch people you know on screen.  Overall, weak plot, great disappointment (cos I had high expectations of this film having heard so many good things about it and having great respect for the filmmaker ever since I met him), weak performance by most actors, disappointing cinematography...

The best thing about it was it was informative and authentic in portraying the gang traditions back in the 1970s.

Most annoying thing would be, WHAT'S UP WITH THE STAR FILTER IN ALMOST EVERY SHOT WITH A BULB/LAMP POST/STREET LAMPS!?!?!?!!!  seriouslyyyyyyyy.

- drank yummy bak kut teh soup prepared by mummy foo. =)

- talked to joanne marie laopopo, fionna and mimi yeooooo. And weijinggg hot babe!

- and now I'm wishing that the primary school won't call me tmr, cos I really need to sleep in badly.

*..Busier Days Ahead..*

xq hasn't had time to blog of late, no mood, no energy and mostly no time. Of cos not totally drowned in school (but soon to be), so before it gets too busy...shall make the most of my non-curricular time to spend time with slave, my wives, chapman friends, PL friends, family, fsv friends...which was what I've been doing the past few months =) And relief teaching at "E" primary on most tuesdays and fridays since our new semester started.

Hmm must find a way to juggle time properly so I can factor in more time for some jobs here and there..Need to find ways to earn more money...and gain more experience in everything...HUAT AHHHH!

anyways been lazy to also upload photos from my camera to the computer, so there're tonnes in my SD cards. Some random picks from my FB. 

Slave's birthday on 7th September 2010. Marina Pier yummy crabs. =)

JB Trip with slave's bro and gf on 4th September 2010.

Our long awaited Chapman Kbox session on 16th September with carolyn aka 3rd love, my wife yvonne, scandal joanna and toufyyyyy.

I loveee 3rd loves Canon IXUS 130! I loveee mine too, but this is an improved version of mine, so it has 7857845 more modes to play with. WAHHHHH. Jealoussss. I liked the FISHEYE mode especially! just had to take one of Fish Leong. hahaha! refer to picture below.

Anyways, the most favourite picture of the night. JY looking happy even though I ji siao her. Hmmm it's a camera trick btw! My hand was at least 5cm away from her. WAHAHA!

The 1st Kbox session whereby no one had to chase us out of the room.  Firstly, they switched off our song list at 10pm sharp. No leeway and no warning of "Last song".  Lastly, someone broke her glass by accident and we all vacated the room at lightning speed. But yes, we still had time for a self-timer group photo, but had to head directly for the lift and no time for toilet.

Didn't want people running after us demanding: “小姐，杯子两块钱！”  So we left abruptly and managed to escape unscathed. Haha cheap thrill.

But Joannamary!! U cannot use your card for clementi kbox just in case alr! nvm u can use ours =)

Gonna have a class gathering with my JC mates from CG 24/03 later. We haven't had a proper one since at least 3-4 years ago. Wonder how everyone has changed. So there's about 7-10 people going today, and I've been constantly in touch with about 3. There's this girl we don't like who's going, but the organizer's pretty neutral with everyone which explains her presence. Hmmmmm gonna be a semi-awkward time I guess. But I miss the rest of the girls, so it's still worth going =)

Followed by, laopopo time with Joanne-Marie. =)

Sound like a happy day ahead, if I don't think about.....When can xq actually begin on her homework clearing? Plus there's a dreaded test on Monday on.....PRODUCTION FINANCING...

OMGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please kill me.

to end off, a song which has been stuck in my head since thursday night...thanks to joanna and yvonne.

SHE's "612星球"




I haven't read "The Little Prince" story book before, but yahhhhh was inspired to read it after hearing the superduper emo lyrics of this song. And googled an online version with illustrations! Shall read it when I've cleared some work =)

*..Happy Birthday, Singapore!..*

The days leading up to National Day, xq had been pondering if she should go catch the NDP fireworks.  Been "chasing" fireworks like a fan girl since JC days with the PL gang and FSV gang, my parents as well! There's 3 major occasions for fireworks annually, minus the fringe events:

(1) National Day
(2) New Year's Eve Countdown
(3) International Fireworks Festival

Haven't seen a single fireworks display since 2008 NYE.  And just as I decided against seeing it this year, a twist of events required slave to videograph the fireworks from Textile Centre's highest floor. So this means that, XQ WAS FATED TO WATCH FIREWORKS THIS NDP 2010! WOOHOO!

We reached early at about 545pm and was fascinated by how old school the textile centre really is. Only been there once before, to purchase backdrop cloth for Year 1 FSV Studio Production with the T1B3 girls. 2006.  Other than that, pretty excited because it's near my Grandma's old house and Jalan Sultan held many precious childhood memories of xq's. Used to catch the NDP flypast and fireworks from Ah Ma's house with relatives back in kindergarten till early primary school years.

Then we spotted the parachuteeee very tiny.

This was the closest we got to the flypasts.

Looked down the stairway and got a fright from the height. 

xq lovess sunsets!! And silhouettes.

We loveee shadows too! heh heh! in the evening sun!

Time to camwhore the videographer whilst he's framing up!

The nicest shot of me, too bad the wind messed my hair up!

After 29736823 attempts, I finally got a few decent sunset shots of slave! wahhhhh! =)

All of which taken by my IXUS 100IS! haha don't belittle consumer cameras! Only the sky shots of fly pasts were taken with my Prosumer Powershot S5IS. Either way, Canon rocks!

We caught sight of the tankers along Beach Road.

And the night mode of the IXUS looks pretty cool. It's surprisingly better than my Powershot. Here's the very smoky skies after fireworks (majorly blocked by Suntec city and another building)

And the pretty night landscape of the low-lying shophouses.

Okay finally getting sleepy. From waiting 47528913 mins for the photos to be uploaded onto blogger.  Been having insomnia. Hais.

I loveee long weekends btw! Wonder when's the next. 

And it was ham ham's 1st birthday on 9th August 2010 too =)

MORE PHOTOGRAPHY TRIPS COMING OUR WAY =)

*..I LOVE TSHIRTS!!..*

xq's been online shopping alot recently, and been saving a gazillion web pages in her favourites. Shall save everything I like, then pick out a few top picks for purchase. Muahaha. Limited budget, must consider carefully.

On a sidenote, hope threadless' sale comes really soon. They have been releasing really cute designs. And artistic too.  Just browsed through 30 pages of tshirts designs and I've already picked so manyyyy, close to 20 that I think slave and xq would like!!

I WANT THEMMMMM!!! =(

But only can buy when there's sale else it's very ex.

This is a MUST BUY! so cool! 

I lovee care bears too! MUST BUY!

WAHHHH I WANNA BUY EVERYTHING HERE ACTUALLY!!!!

xiuqi needs another job badly, before the holidays end. Hmmm 3 more weeks, we'll see.